sigh I miss AMK. 

:(

I feel sad there’s literally a physical ache in my chest

I made a fantasy band in my head called Maggot Therapy

consisting of a brother and sister duo

and their first album is called Debridement

and they call the type of music they do ‘supermedical’ which is a more awesome way of saying awesome

yes their first single is also called Supermedical and it’s some funky cool eletronica shit with a lot of bass and funky coolness

and the lead singer is an amazing hilarious woman that is super nerdy about the human body and gory surgical shit like she gets an academic boner at that kind of stuff

and she loves doing nail art and damaging her hair with fun wacky colours because why the fuck not

and her voice is obvs amazing and sultry and raspy plus she has mad guitar skills like she’ll do some nightwish type of shit if she wants to

also she’s bisexual because fuck u

and her twin brother is also amazing and hilarious but he has horrible manners like he’ll dig his nose/ear in an interview and like burp halfway because he doesn’t really give a shit and it annoys his sister a lot because she’s classy and flawless as fuck and also how RUDE

also he has mad rap game like straight up he’ll spit some shit and it’s gonna be awesome

speaking of ‘straight’ he’s so totally not and he can rock some serious high heels and kiss hot boys

because gay rappers obvs

so both the siblings are like some amazing Icona Pop shit but lgbt because why the fuck not and they make euphoric music

so tl;dr I have no life

I actually can’t wait for graduation.

It’s gonna be bittersweet, tbh. 

greater-reality:

Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water.
And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes
you cannot even breathe deeply, and
the night sky is no home, and
you have cried yourself to sleep enough times
that you are down to your last two percent, but

nothing is infinite,
not even loss.

You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day
you are going to find yourself again.  

(via hacardi)

made the move to talk to awesomeboy after god knows how long

protip: coming in someone’s mouth isn’t considered safe sex

I’m so sorry I’m so sorry

this is one of my biggest nightmares and I am so fucking sorry.

I wish I could fix this for you

Cons to being me:

• talk too little
• socially awkward
• no relationship experience whatsoever
• fucking obtuse
• sometimes oblivious to my surroundings
• annoyingly dumb

Pros:

• give good head